The Girl

Lauren, 16 Years Old, Russian living in Australia, Scorpio, With held, Dislikes people and anywhere outside her bedroom. Likes J-Music and Sleeping in. Music: Malice Mizer, Ayumi, BoA, Penicillin, Murderdolls, Dir En Grey & System of a Down...

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Thursday 18th August 2005

Just a Quick note To say I finally got my site back up and on it's old server at 1asphost. Lol yeah, i went back to my old server, my FREE one, ewwww! lol but i figured it was best, this way i dont have to go through FTP and stuff, its just a simple uploading program, so SO easy! yeah i took away the junk, i Plan to bring it back, because ive been making heaps of designs and avatars and stuff.  But anyways this was just an update so I can Keep track, hope you's like the new layout. 

Music: Black Math - The White Stripes

Posted @ 11:25pm

Wednesday 17th August 2005

Today is my day off, not really what I'd call enjoyable though, I feel really sad today... I got away from it all by making a new layout with Ayumi Hamasaki and just listening to Ayumi's and Boa's Music... Talking to T is a bit of a cheer up because he's perverted! lol but yeah.. i feel really gloomy and just down in general.  Wow It's getting late, the night certainly did run away from me! Im starting to get tired... hmmm I'm so lonely though, I don't want to sleep alone tonight... And there's no way I can go and see Tom this weekend, I spent my last dollar on the bus back here, since he just didn't want me there anymore.  He keeps trying to say thats not why i couldn't sleep over tonight, but thats the impression he's giving, and really im looking, but thats the only impression im getting... I might go to bed soon, i might put a movie on and fall asleep to that.  I really shouldn't complain so much, because i do have a TV and a DVD player in my room + the computer is in here so..... It's heaps more than what many people can say in this world. What will I do about Tom's and Mine's So-Called anniversary tomorrow, will it really be an anniversary? or are we through? I bet we're not, it always ends up blowing over and then he continues to make stupid jokes saying ha ha you can't get away from me, you just CANT break up with me.... what am i to say back to that? "Ok then, screw you, we're finished!" ??? His friends suck too! They're horrible people and I don't like alot of them, and he often goes on about his old girlfriends and says they were pretty, i never mention my old bf's and even if i did, i would say to Tom that he is way better, even if it wasn't true, but its just a nice thing to do, maybe I should take Sherrie's Advice and "Kick him to the Curb" 

Music: Amazing Kiss - BoA

Posted @ 11:25pm